Monday, April 11, 2011
I have so much respect for single moms...
My family and I are now living in Georgetown. Some of the problems in my life have gotten a lot better, some on the other hand have not! My husband is still working in Louisville and is driving back and forth every Monday, and Tuesday, Wednesdays he stays at his brothers house, and then Thursdays he comes home. He works ten hour days so that on Fridays if we're lucky he is off. It is just very hard to find time together as Hubbers and Wifey! We live with Aaron's parents and it has worked out pretty well so far. Everyone works but me and I get stay home with the kiddos (which I love) but some things are hard to handle on my own. My 7yr old Jackson and I are so much alike and we butt heads A LOT, it is sooooo frustrating having to deal with his behavior on my own. I have a short fuse and so does he, so a good part of our afternoons are spent yelling at each other, he makes me soooo mad sometimes! I LOVE him, he was my first baby and for me I will always have that mommy\ infant bond to look back on. I never realized how hateful I was to MY mama until all this started between us! I try to not show preference for one son over the other but it's not always that simple a thing to do! God forgive me!!! My days consist of me getting Jacks to school, I come back to the house where I get my Breakfast and then I help my mama in law tidy the house, she leaves for work at 12:30 so I usually get lunch going after that. I leave to get Jacksy at 2:50, when we get home I get him and Matty a snack I TRY to get him started on his homework, TRY being the operative word! Around 5:30 is when I start getting supper going and then at 7 my in laws come home and we eat. Then it's time to get the boys bathed and ready for bed, by 9 or 10 pm Aaron walks in the door. That is when the boys and I start to vie for Daddies attention! Some nights the boys don't even get to see their daddy, I love my hubbers I just wish he'd get a new job closer to home!!! I say I have respect for single moms because I can't handle things on my own and I kinda do have SOME help. A lot of single moms don't have much support, and for that reason I am going be keeping those mamas in my prayers! Love to you, and may God bless you!!!
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