I HATE to repeat myself...

BUT... I would like to restate that for EIGHTEEN YEARS I thought I was hopeless, worthless, and just to depressed for my meds to even work properly! You know what??? I was wrong, I was also on the wrong medication... but I am finally on the right track though, though I am not quite sure how it works, except, I guess the medicine is fixing the imbalance of chemicals in my head. Helping to regulate my mood swings. I used to think that if I was medicated I would somehow lose part of myself... I was right... but only the part of me that I am not AT ALL that fond of, the confused, indecisive, angry, and out of control part of me that no one else was really fond of either! I feel happier now... lighter even, thank you God for "Abilify"!!!